I haven't felt so alive in years.

The sun is shining down on me.

My eyes are welling up with tears.

Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy.

Emotions I once kept concealed

Now flow freely like a river.

Life's great mysteries revealed,

Love's great promise delivered.



I hate my life, I want to die.

I was just pretending all this time.

A mask I wear so I don't have to bare.

My soul to the cold, harsh world out there.

Try to prevail but only fail.

Each time on a grander and grander scale.

My life is worthless and so am I.



The landscape rises to meet my feet.

The sky descends to fill my arms.

For once I finally feel complete,

For once I know I can't be harmed.

All I know is light and love.

I feel that I could live forever.

While others' trouble seem to grow,

I have no problems whatsoever.









The epiphany that came to fall

finally helped me reconcile

what I felt wasn't joy at all.

All this time was just denial.





Ketsu hikuno